Special right for POOR.

Currently, I saw a lot of new about the Special right for Malay. People say this is unfair. But, Malay say, if you as poor as us, then, you will not say so.

So, if we change the law from special right for Malay to Special Right for POOR. Will Malay agree also ??

I thinking about it is because I heard that a lot of Malay is very RICH. And they getting more Rich because of the law of Special Right to Malay. They mis-use this law i think. And the POOR Malay is continue poor because they not getting benefit from it.

Beside that, the Malaysian's Indian are getting angry also because they are POOR. Poor until that they dare to go demanstration even thought warn by many party.

So, if we change the law from Malay to POOR. I think it will benefit all Malaysian who are POOR. Instead of keep Benefit the RICH Malay. The RICH become more RICH and the POOR become More poor. In the end, our country will become like our neighbour country, Indonesia. Then, the reformation will happen like what is happen at Indonesia.

The big reformation will really affect our country and need really long time to recover. So, I really hope this will not happen.

I write this message is not to make people angry but really want to know your idea. No matter who you are and what race you are. Hope you not get angry with it but think rationally. I hope to get comment from every one also.

By the way, I am not politician and I have nothing related to Politic. Just a commom people who love his country, Malaysia. Hope we can together build the country for the future of Malaysian. No racial and live in peace and modern.

don't know what happening to pc..cant type chinese..

I currently using notebook, but, recently cant type chinese character. duno why.. anybody have any idea ?? look like it happen after my fren install the Nero burner.. I using window to switch between English & chinese, use Alt+Shift key. But now, this not working.. any one can help to solve the problem .. pls

傻与不傻。。

人说我傻，我不傻。。
人说我不傻，我有时有很傻。。
傻与不傻。。。只有事后才会知道。。
最重要的在大事上不要傻。。 小事糊涂， 大事谨慎。。
不要做糊涂人，要做智慧人。。

没有时间写blog了

越来越没时间写和看了。。太太又怀孕了。 不在计划之内。。。唉， 有点不知如何是好。。。。不过最近还是忙孩子的事多。。。

这个部落可能会成为古董了。。。。

工作狂。

有时，会怀疑，自己是不是工作狂。。因为，工作时，我很难会去分心其他的东西。。
有时，很难入睡。。头脑一直在想工作的事。。哎哎哎。。。

又工作了。

本来，以为装了NJ COM， 会写写点东西。但，不知为什么， 家人一个轮一个病到。。自己也病倒2天。。
病好了又到时间开工了。。 哎，时间真快。。
刚到船上有时忙得时间。没空没空。。。

终于， 这几天比较好一些。。

工作了一个星期，又想家了。孩子晚上不爱睡觉，太太又白天要工作。。哎哎。。。
又想不工作， 回家看孩子。。。 很希望太太不工作，能在家看孩子。直到孩子大一些。。

3个星期前，送大女儿去幼儿园。。 逼不得已，她才2岁。。 唉唉。。
开始几天，她晚上都很难睡觉。 睡一下就醒来。。唉唉。。
然后， 就生病。。

之前，有带她去那幼儿园跑一跑。。
第二天， 就放她一个人。。 那天晚上就边睡边哭。。
第3天，陪她到那儿的老师关门为止。。 晚上又哭。。
之后，就生病了。。病了2天。。拜6 和礼拜。。

拜1， 就让他睡到下午才载她去幼儿园。。。又陪她到放学。。
拜2，岳母，太太，都说， 老师投诉我一直在那儿，阻碍了他们。。要我放了孩子就走。。孩子哭是正常的。 我做不到。。 不过，大女儿不再那么在意我的存在了。。 我才逃出外去。。 逗留了一下。。听大女儿不哭，才放心离开。。还好，那晚不再边睡边哭了。。
女儿开心，我也开心。。

过了1个星期，不小心在牵她手的时候， 她反抗，把她的手扭到了。。 手不能动。。 岳母，太太，都担心。。 我也担心，但，我知道，扭到，医生也不能做什么。。因为是拉到她的茎，只有等她自己复原。。 但，岳母和太太都要我带她去看医生。。。 唉唉。。。

还好是晚上。。 没医生。。 第2天，中午，她的手还没好。。他们又唠叨了。。。。。。
我又刚好没空。。下午，我回来， 她手以会动了。。岳母和太太才停了唠叨。。。
虽然， 我也担心的，但，知道担心没用。。知道医生也不能做什么。。除非， 还是那样，第3天才会带她去看医生。。

有时，就是觉得他们很好笑。。不关什么， 都去看医生。。 医生可不是神啊！！

有时，觉得这个家真的需要我。。但，我的工作。。。

昨天，太太说，明天女儿会去另一间幼儿园，因为那间有开幕礼。。全部人去那儿。。我真的担心，担心女儿会不习惯。。会一直哭。晚上又不能睡。。唉唉。。。

我很想回家看看女儿好吗。。太太，你能不工作， 在家看孩子吗？ 这样，我就不用把2 岁的女儿送去幼儿园了。。这样，我就不用太担心了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 能吗？？

好久好久没写写了。。

自从回家后，写华语成为奢侈的东西。。 写英文又写不出味道。。唉唉。。
最后， 终于忍不住下载了njstar 的 crack :<
我知道是不对。。。虽然， 是旧的njstar，。。。。 对不起，对不起。。。

50 yr Merdeka...

wanna to write a long message about this topic, but, aizz..busy leh... cant write long about what I think, what I feel... aizz..
Ok, I really feel that, our country have developed. Many village turn to city, many infrastructure had been build and bring benefit to all. But, if look closely to the politic, it have a trend that our nation turning from democratic to non-democratic nation. All media is effluent by politician who rule the nation now. So, no much the citizen about the real side of the nation. Many citizen who dunno about internet or even some know but not interest with politic also dunno what really have happen and what going on. All media just support BN.
Some news about the bad side also, that is just very limited reports. To be more Democratic, people need to know the true. But, BN is so afraid of people to know too much about the true. We already independent for 50 years, why they still think that we still cannot think rationally?? Is that means the effort that they put on education is fail?? All educated new generation still cannot think properly??
Really hope that in the future, we can have our media back to neutral. Not always 1 side down media. All only support BN, not support nation. Hope to have a bright future for next generation, not a bad future. Hope to see the trend go back to Democratic.

I am home..yeah...

am at home already.. yeah.. after about 2 weeks really busy work at work place...yeah, finally can go home and enjoy with my family..yahoo....
But, after reach home, my home computer cannot type Chinese Charater one, so, sorry to those who only understand Chinese.. Sorry.

I am not God...

Haizzz.. this few days, very very busy.. After 5 years working in this field, I thought that I am very very confident with myself. And this few days, I found that I am wrong. I still make mistake, mis-judge the situation and yet, cannot fight with the mother nature. I am fail to solve the problem that come from the mother nature of the earth...

It make me realize that, I not God, I still a human. Cannot fight with natural appear of the earth... Thanks God also for the failure that I made ..

14 岁就自杀..

看了这个新闻, 我很有感触. 到底为什么?? 这样年轻就自杀..难道这世上没有他值得留恋的东西??

Why no people comment on my blog..为什么没人来。。

hahahaha...poor me.. I keep checking my blog everyday, but, this few day, even busy, still check check, but, very disappointed.. no new comment.. then, only today check my Gmail (coz this is new account, I not use it for my work, so forgot to open it), then, found many many comment inside.. sweat to me. cause I change the setting and don't know the effect.. hahahaa... sorry to all who put comment and late publish. sorry.. cause I am newbie for blog mah... ;P

哈哈哈哈哈哈. 可怜的我, 我每天有看我自己的部落, 虽然我比较忙. 但,很失望, 没人来.. 今天,我开我的gmail （我的新付口， 工作时，没用。）, 才发现原来全在里面。。我真是的。。 我换了设置而不知道后果。。 哈哈哈。。 对不起，对不起。。 让你们的comment久等了。。 对不起。因我还是新手。。

忙忙忙。。busy busy busy...

最近很忙很忙。。忙到累。。
recently very very busy....tired.... too many thing change and need to work on it... that is my job, cannot complaint.... only work silence.. even though it is all out of the original planning... even though I already informed them before the thing happen.. even though they still do not want to listen and cause my plan all out of order... aizzz...but, that is my work.. quiet work only..

少奶奶。。

我一直想，女人是不是都想做少奶奶。。 怎么我太太就不喜欢呢？？ 我一直搞不懂。。

当我有了第一个女儿，她说，反正家人可以帮忙看，所以选择距续工作。。
然后，第二个女儿， 我想她会停止工作，在家看孩子。但，她还是距续工作。还是等我出了门，在海外的时候才开始去。。

家又不是不够钱。女儿的童年只有一次。。哎。。 那时，我真的很失落。。我甚至很想耻掉我这份高薪收入，回家看孩子。我真的想过。我的薪水是她的10倍。我一直想不通。

不过，我发现，她不是要赚钱，而是，舍不得离开她的朋友同事。。

我很爱她，她也很爱我。可是。。。。。。

My daughter photo..

My 2 baby daughter..

:D

四方脑的我。。

我的交际能力很差。 老板要我在office做，我都不敢。 因为，要面对很多人际关系的问题。我这个四方脑的工程师。。哎哎。。 我很想像普通人一样，会交际。。 可是，我不会喝酒，不要去pub.. 怎能为公司应酬顾客呢！！ 哎哎。。若我很会说话还好，可是我是不大会说话的人啊。。哎哎。。

我自己也不明白，我竟然会遇到一个喜欢我的女人。我本来想，我这一辈子都很难会结婚。 但，感谢神，让我遇到她。

我样子绝对的不是属于很好看的那种。。。 可是，她居然会追我。 我真的不明白。。还是我太正经了？？

How to let ppl know u r married ??

I always been mis-understood by ppl that I wana to tackle her.. aizz..
So, for my MSN and YM, I will always put up my pic with my baby daughter photo.. but, if inside blog, how to let ppl know that u r married if even they not read ur blog..?? Should I put a remark on all the comment I left that I married with 2 baby already.. =.= it sound weird.
Any one can give ur idea.. ??

Game playing...

I still playing game even thot I already 31 yo liao.. aiyo..31 cannot play game meh..
that is the feed back I get when I play some online game. scold by young felo... I feel paisei ..But, after read http://www.yenjai.net/chinese/?p=197#comments , I feel no more paisei liao.. hahaha.. I am not the only 1 who still playing game in age of 30+.. Feel so happy.. Thanks yenjai..

how my blog look now ??

haha.. finally I know how to change the blog template.. now, how u feel about my blog. is it look like ocean ?? 有没有海和天空的感觉？？

排列我的部落格。。

很想把我的部落格排一下。。 不过，弄来弄去都不好。（懒惰的借口）嘿嘿。。

aizzzz... still wasy and faster if type English.. aizzz...heheheee.

so, I not changing anything.. so let it be "white" and look like clean lol..^^

who am I ??

hi to every one who come visit me...:)

why I blog.. duno leh.. maybe saw people blog.. then, too many free time... then, thinking not bad also record down my life and let people comment.. hehehe