work like crazy

After half year break, back to work for about half year with normal route, and now, the hard part, need to do extra days because not enough man power. Really feel like crazy and tired. But, what to do, had to work to earn money and also, already get rest for half year in the end of last year until early of this year.

back home tomorrow.. thanks God.

Before I arrive here yesterday, I already pray for fast going back home. My wife going to admit hospital again this Saturday, according to doctor, last chemotherapy. My family need me. Thanks God, this morning, my night man tell me, if only 1 man allow to go back, he agree to stay without I asking from him. Then, this afternoon, saw the passenger list, my night man is inside the list.

So, I no need to ask my night man and straight go to request from our boss here and he agreed also. Really thanks God. Come here yesterday and can go back tomorrow. Thanks God arrangement for everything.

I am not God...

Haizzz.. this few days, very very busy.. After 5 years working in this field, I thought that I am very very confident with myself. And this few days, I found that I am wrong. I still make mistake, mis-judge the situation and yet, cannot fight with the mother nature. I am fail to solve the problem that come from the mother nature of the earth...

It make me realize that, I not God, I still a human. Cannot fight with natural appear of the earth... Thanks God also for the failure that I made ..