work like crazy

After half year break, back to work for about half year with normal route, and now, the hard part, need to do extra days because not enough man power. Really feel like crazy and tired. But, what to do, had to work to earn money and also, already get rest for half year in the end of last year until early of this year.

LONG off day. holiday.

I think it is crazy for a worker to getting about half a year holiday but still get the pay. I am the one. Even though the company only pay my basic but it is more than enough for me to continue my living without any worry. I am not working since last year middle August until now, my company still got no work for me. In my mind, this really like a very big gift. Thanks God. Hope I did use my time as per Gods desire.

Thanks God for a peaceful year.

Already 1 year not writing any blog. Busy with family especially still worry my wife condition. Cancer is a kind of sickness that can come back even though doctor say 100% recover. So, must keep her emotion in good mood as possible. So, after last chemotherapy treatment on last year end, my wife so far have no sign of re-occurrence of cancer. Really thanks God.

Hope by next year, I can free a bit myself from family, and start to serve church more. Any way, thanks for those who remember me in pray. Thanks.

back home tomorrow.. thanks God.

Before I arrive here yesterday, I already pray for fast going back home. My wife going to admit hospital again this Saturday, according to doctor, last chemotherapy. My family need me. Thanks God, this morning, my night man tell me, if only 1 man allow to go back, he agree to stay without I asking from him. Then, this afternoon, saw the passenger list, my night man is inside the list.

So, I no need to ask my night man and straight go to request from our boss here and he agreed also. Really thanks God. Come here yesterday and can go back tomorrow. Thanks God arrangement for everything.

Push to work !!!!

My wife still under go chemotherapy. I feel heavy to let her alone and also my 2nd baby daughter at home without capable and reliable people to take care of her. But, what I can do. I already off for 2 months. If not offshore company, I believe I had been set out. I would not be still get my basic payment. But, because of company care and we need to focus on job while working offshore, company let me rest at home to take care family.

But, after about 1 and half month of rest, company ask for unpaid leave. I really don't mind to take as I mention to my manager before. So, I apply whole December for unpaid leave which means I willnot get any money for end of December. But, that is fair, as I not working and I need time for my poor family, wife undergo chemotherapy, get in hospital and discharge for rest for few day and admit again. No body take care my 2nd daughter who are just 1 and half years old.

My youngest baby daughter who are just 6 months old now. I already let go to baby sister to take care 24 hours. My eldest daughter is take care by my father in law and mother in law. Mother in law need to work day time. Father in law is 1 hand handicap after stroke.

But, still, my company call me up for help. They need me to come out to replace people. They already cancelled my leave even thought now time, my company really need to save money as the economy down time.

As company already give so much help, I decided to help. So, I were here.

But, thanks God for many many thing.

1st, I were ask to work on last Wednesday, 10 Dec. But, 2 days before that, I try to let my 2nd daughter under care of baby sister. She crying non stop and baby sister call me to take her back. In the same time, my colleague call me to cancel my trip to relieve him. Really thanks God for that. My wife was admitted to Hospital by 9 Dec and discharge on 13 Dec. According to Doctor, this is her 2nd last chemo. She really hope that I can stay until she finish last chemo then go to work. But, office call on 13 Dec afternoon after she discharge from hospital. Need me to relieve again. Operation change again.

I have to accept as company already help me alot. After bargaining, I was able to delay 1 day to today, 15 Dec to come out to rig to work.

God bless me again. As I know nothing and arrive here, I get information that, the rig going to finish soon. I will be back to town on the coming Wednesday or Firday, that is before my wife undergo last chemo on Saturday, 20 Dec. That means I will be able to take care 2nd daughter after that. Thanks God.

Any way, I pray for the operation really smooth and no more accident again. Hope everything okay and can go back as plan. Pray to God.

wife infected uterus cancer...

after 1 month delivered a normal baby, my wife start un-normal bleeding. They though is period come but too much bleeding until she admitted to hospital. doctors not sure what is the cause and keep observe and last operation to get the sample tissue from her uterus.

i just get the lab test result and confirm Gestational choriocarcinoma tissue. means uterus cancer. i am sad about it. but, what to do. pray to God to give me strength to face all this thing. hope wife will recover soon.

Thanks God..My 9 Month baby fall down from stair

I think I should record it down as a memory to thanks God for His miracle.

It is not happen on today, but, 1 month ago, January 08.

The way to stair is equip with a simple door to prevent baby to go in. Just a piece of plywood and got lock on it. And also, I putting a piece of sticking bar to allow the door stick together after the door been close. But that day, before I put my 9 months baby into the baby chair, I already checked that the door is close and locked properly. Then I start go for enjoy myself (playing pc game just sit near by) and let her play with nephew who is about 6 years old.

After a while, my father-in-law come back. He open the lock, open the 'door' then, he slap the door to close it. Me myself enjoy playing pc and nephew sleep at the floor. Father in law come back and not not the door, assuming the door is close properly with the slap and stick together as the sticker bar is there without lock it back. But, unfortunately, the door is not close properly. The force of slap make the door reflect back rather than stick there. (he only have 1 hand movable after hit by stroke disease)

No one aware about it. Then, accident take place. That time is about 4:30pm, week day, wife still working. My baby go with her baby chair to the door, use her hand to open it wider and fall down to the bottom of the stair. The stair is not a corner type, it is direct from 1st floor to Ground floor type. No corner at the middle. So, she only will fall from top which is 1st floor to ground floor. Non stop. Then crying. Then we aware of it.

Too late, accident already happen. Miracle happen. The baby look like no injure at all. No bloody, no much surface harm. Only keep crying.

Without waiting long, even without any outside sickness, I send her to nearby child specialist clinic. The doctor check her and found nothing. No medicine been given. Only advise us (me and wife, as I meet my wife on my way to clinic), if she got high fever or any abnormal symptom tonight, send her direct to General Hospital. Nothing have happen that night, only a bit fever.

The next day, I bring her to other child specialist clinic to check the fever. We informed doctor about what happen yesterday. Doctor did a physical checking and only give fever medicine.

As I will leave Miri on the coming Sunday, I decided to go for a brain scanning to check any damage to the brain. And yet, found nothing. After 1 month, the baby still normal. So, it is really miracle as the stair is very high, about 12 ft plus. And the baby only 9 months plus old.

As a normal person, a normal case, even a man also, it may cause serious injury. But, a 9 months old baby facing nothing serious. Only fever because of surprise.

So, only can say, thanks God for protect my daughter because of my careless. Thanks God.